To you, my beloved, all I do is dream of you day and day again. I will never get tired or bored of you, nor will I get tired of reminding you of these things.. you make my life fuller. You fill me up with joy, laughter, entertainment, happiness, and a feeling I quite can't explain.. love. Giving it my best shot, it feels as if I've been hit with dopamine, the type that makes my heart flutter, a strong kind of longing to talk to you, a powerful connection in which we can't have destroyed, whether we disagree or have an amazing time together. This feeling is something that's felt for someone you really feel like you know, and the other can reciprocate, a sense of freedom, a nice warmth and comfort, when you're in the right setting, no work to do, all worries faded away, impossible to bring back again. It's the type of happiness that makes me feel on top of the world, where I'm the luckiest person to live. You can cover for me easily, defend me, listen to me, really understand me like no other, no fakeness involved. When I talk to you, no matter which way we do, I feel relieved, as if I'm in a temporary place to recharge my battery from this wicked world and its clones, thinking this place never existed, or that I would ever be able to step foot in it and feel that rich aura of relaxation, passion, faith in humanity, exhilaration, a sense of safeness.. I was way off target when we crossed paths. When I feel incredibly hopeless, the only person, my savior, my knight in shining armor, is the only light that can brighten my overwhelming darkness, the hand that can pull me up from a well, the one who can give spectacular words of advice and care to attend to my feelings in just the right way.. even in the good moments, you just happen to know the perfect way to amplify my mood, as if it weren't good enough with your presence already. I really can't describe it, because you would have to feel it for yourself. And for you, yes, YOU, I'm on my knees grateful. There is truly nobody out there for me unless it's you. Our inside jokes together bring us closer, every day checking up on each other lets me know your feelings, making me feel trusted and honored for that, your compliments feel nice and real, you're original and never exaggerate a thing, keeping it down to earth. Our weirdness can never fit in with the rest of the world, and I'm proud to share that quality alongside you. I'll share everything with you before anybody else, because you'll always come first in my heart. You're also so accepting of me as nobody else has been, you make me feel VALIDATED, you're fun, amazing, sweet.. words cannot describe such an extravagant individual like you, "my friend". There's nothing I could conquer without you in this life, in my life. You're so special to me and you don't know it.. I feel complete. We're connected, it's fate, I believe, and I'll wait my whole life for that to be true, no matter the circumstances. I'll never give up on you, because I love you so much. You're someone I wish everyone could have, except.. not. You know what I mean! But for that, I love you, a thousand times over and more, and.. I'm glad you chose me and have given me a chance <3 You're worth everything, I'm glad we're at this point that we are now, and I hope we can be together for as long as I live. You're my star Thank you ❣️